I didn't have a good childhood. Please see me earlier post abt all about my life till I was 25.
At 25 I got married to a wonderful person who has been with me in all of lifes ups and downs. I have 2 beautiful kids. As of today I have everything money, kids etc. Still at the slightest tiff between dh and me I want to commit suicide. I get these thoughts so often, the only thing that stops me is my children. Am I depressed? Please hlp me with tips to cope as therapy is out of the question.
Its not that dh is not a good person . OK let me give an example dh: oh let me turn off the gas the cooker has done 5 whistles.
me: in mind ( I am not good enough I am better off dead)
I don't have any friends nor do my near and dear ones care for me.The only people who care are dh and my 2 children.
Despite my best attempts I tend to live in my past and am unhappy most of the times.
At 25 I got married to a wonderful person who has been with me in all of lifes ups and downs. I have 2 beautiful kids. As of today I have everything money, kids etc. Still at the slightest tiff between dh and me I want to commit suicide. I get these thoughts so often, the only thing that stops me is my children. Am I depressed? Please hlp me with tips to cope as therapy is out of the question.
Its not that dh is not a good person . OK let me give an example dh: oh let me turn off the gas the cooker has done 5 whistles.
me: in mind ( I am not good enough I am better off dead)
I don't have any friends nor do my near and dear ones care for me.The only people who care are dh and my 2 children.
Despite my best attempts I tend to live in my past and am unhappy most of the times.