Hello all,
I am writing a series of posts starting from A, with every alphabet I write the real unedited facts of my life ! I wrote it the month of april on my blog as an part of an BLOG challenge, and it felt incomplete so sharing it here :)
Read previous parts here
My mother came to stay with her parents during her 4th month of pregnancy and she never went back.
My parents got divorced legally after few years. So I was raised at my mom's parent's place. Everything about their separation is a huge story which I may not or may be able to share later.
Yesterday I was thinking of a word beginning from 'G', I remembered my late Grandmother( my mom's mother). Cant remember much about my grandfather as he passed away when I was little.
For the first time in my entire life, I realized am thinking only about my maternal side what about my paternal grandparents.
I don't have a slightest clue about my fathers parent's, what they did, where they lived , how they looked because I never seen them in real nor in pictures. They never met me, I have never spoke to them, I just don't know a thing about them. I wanted to ask my mother about them, but as usual I choose not too. For reasons best known to me !
P.S: I am SORRY if I sound rude. But I just wrote these lines with the exact thought expressed, it was just a question in my mind which lasted for few minutes, never arised before nor will later.
BUT I don't feel hurt about not knowing them, I am not upset nor the thought that they never tried to meet me saddens me. It's something I have accepted in my childhood days, so no void, no feelings attached. I thank you all for reading my life, showering your love and concern for me :) I cannot tell you what it means to me !