Dieeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggg!!

Hi All,

Yesterday is the day where i lost all my hope. My life is terrible. myself and my husband quarrelled many times but yesterday he beated me so nicely... tht i couldn't digest. I fel like i should also given back some.. he called my mil(as always) she asked him to send her india... so my next week i may be going... this time the matter went to my parents level... my parents worried abt my life and i cme from a highly prestigious family... so my dad is worriing abt th too... dnt knw wht dissition to make... i hate everything around me now... i tried for suicide once but now i feel like why should i die... scared abt my life... i shldnt have married him at all... bcz of his parents he married me and i am in this situation... wht to do girls... somebody plz help me.... i cnt take life... when i see the future i have nothing and i may spoil my parents image.... i cnt marry again also and my heart is not accepting tht... at the same time i cnt live with him also i cnt forget the way he abused me... he s such an idiot who does everything as per his moms wish.... some body pllllllllllllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz help me....